I brush my teeth..
Finish all my evening rituals
Turn off the lights and lay down trying to rest but my heart is unwilling to do so…
Unwilling to feel a purpose of all the beautiful things I have…
My mind and conscious knows for sure that I’m love and love will unfold from the inside…
I’m the one who will create a purpose of my life, a purpose that I actually can feel it praying inside my veins through my organs and my spirit…
I close my eyes…
Holding a pillow tightly…
Sinking into an ocean filled with raving thoughts…
Reminiscing other lives I could have lived and a willing heart
I lose conscious to sleep