Unwilling |Heart|

I brush my teeth..

Finish all my evening rituals

Turn off the lights and lay down trying to rest but my heart is unwilling to do so…

Unwilling to feel a purpose of all the beautiful things I have…

My mind and conscious knows for sure that I’m love and love will unfold from the inside…

I’m the one who will create a purpose of my life, a purpose that I actually can feel it praying inside my veins through my organs and my spirit…

I close my eyes…

Holding a pillow tightly…

Sinking into an ocean filled with raving thoughts…

Reminiscing other lives I could have lived and a willing heart

I lose conscious to sleep

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