I believe the pain exploding out of a broken heart is way more intense then the pain resulting from the death of a loved one Ali
Did you ever fall in love from the first sight?
Yes, when I saw nature, with its majesty and grace.
Setting on its throne, quietly nonetheless powerful..
Didn’t need to impress or show off
It felt so strange, all my guards melted, I felt alive ..
A cloud of peace and comfort rested on my chest..
My senses became alert but harmonized at the same time..
My ego vanished like a drop of water in an ocean..
It was so beautiful..
I felt home
I miss home
Whether you are in my life now or not…
It is said that after a long journey of yearning, turmoils and generating a full spectrum of human experience and moving ever closer to expressing more love in the journey to remembering and surrendering to who we truly are, Twins come back together in their last lifetime on the Planet, so that they can ascend together…
I’m working on myself to be receptive to you
Photo credit: NASA Hubble Telescope Photo
At a social family gathering,
I felt a bit suffocated and out of it…
I didn’t have a car and wearing my formal attire
Nonetheless, I decide to go for a walk around the neighborhood… No destination other than killing the time… I remembered a quiet park nearby
So went there and sat.. Alone .. Nothing on my mind… I looked around.. Emptiness… I thought of how lost my soul is…
How void-full my life seems to be
I took a deep breath
Suddenly with all this calmness and quietness.. A sense of peace downed on my soul and heart…
A voice inside telling me it’s ok to feel like this
Don’t fight it
Pain and searching are part of “to be”
Surrender to it… You will meet other lost souls who will comfort and support you in your journey… I take another deep breath
With smile this time… My phone rings!
Dad is shouting “where the hell have you been lets go all the family is leaving…”
I asked a child once..
Do you love me?
He said no.
And he meant it.
It was so clear, pure and honest.
No mixed signals
Nothing.. Just a simple no
I promise you to embrace the child in me
I wrote a letter to you…
About my being currently, thoughts, lust and desires…
About the new silly joke I’m crazy about…
And how I believe that friendship is the purest form of relationships
I wrote in it all the unspoken drama..
All the apologies and failed promises that we couldn’t keep to each other…
And when we wept, separately but together at the same time
Shared our pain longing for a deeper connection inside ourselves and the universe
I counted all the smiles we didn’t share and the hugs we did not embrace…
I smiled because I know we will..
I singed the letter with my first name only..
Closed it in a bottle…
Walked barefoot in a full moon night from my workplace to the waterfront and left the letter near the sea…
I couldn’t let it float in the sea