A Daydream


I daydream of myself as a choreographer of a dance.
I saw a couple of souls twirling; ascending or descending depending on their journey…
Attracting one another, exactly whom they need to deepen their existence and emerge into higher levels of growth and understanding.. As they twirl, I watch their faces as their emotions unfold.. Promises, laughter, lust, joy, sadness.. Broken promises, anger, jealousy, shame.. I see an infinite expression of emotions..
And still they twirl perfectly 
Genuinely and gracefully…
Alone in their togetherness
No mistakes
No one harming the other
No victims, nor are there villains…
Nothing to forgive, nothing to apologize for.

I can’t do tougher…


When I feel sad, I don’t suppress it, on the contrary I embrace it, I cry, my heart ache, I set alone, write some shit, listen to sad songs, I completely immerse myself into it for few days.
Then that’s it! I move on, I laugh, dance and enjoy my day… life is too fucking short to let sadness get into my soul…
I’m scared and sad as shit but Ali I must keep on going…
I must not let sadness take me down.. I will keep myself intact… Life is tough… Being sad and depressed will only make it tougher.. I can’t do tougher…


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When He Found God..

Between making the cappuccinos and the lattes on a rainy day a childhood friend enters the café.. Whom I haven’t seen in ages, I immediately noticed how his aura was glowing with peace! …
So during a prayer break I went and sat next to him… It felt so strange because we were talking like we met yesterday… ..
He looked at me immediately and
said I left Jeddah for 7 years.. Why?
Running away.. From family and searching for myself
I looked into his deep wise eyes and asked, did you find it?
He smiled.. Yes I did, and then I found God



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Why this appetite to shout?
Why this anger and disrespect …
There was love my dear
There was a laugh.. A tease and plenty of hugs… Confessions and wishes under a full moon and a deep sea

Let’s remind ourselves that we are only visiting for a short period.. No need to shout..


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|Love from the first sight|


Did you ever fall in love from the first sight?
Yes, when I saw nature, with its majesty and grace.

Setting on its throne, quietly nonetheless powerful..

Didn’t need to impress or show off
It felt so strange, all my guards melted, I felt alive ..

A cloud of peace and comfort rested on my chest..

My senses became alert but harmonized at the same time..

My ego vanished like a drop of water in an ocean..

It was so beautiful..

I felt home

I miss home

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|Twin Flames|

Whether you are in my life now or not…

It is said that after a long journey of yearning, turmoils and generating a full spectrum of human experience and moving ever closer to expressing more love in the journey to remembering and surrendering to who we truly are, Twins come back together in their last lifetime on the Planet, so that they can ascend together…

I’m working on myself to be receptive to you

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|A lost soul|

At a social family gathering,
I felt a bit suffocated and out of it…
I didn’t have a car and wearing my formal attire
Nonetheless, I decide to go for a walk around the neighborhood… No destination other than killing the time… I remembered a quiet park nearby
So went there and sat.. Alone .. Nothing on my mind… I looked around.. Emptiness… I thought of how lost my soul is…
How void-full my life seems to be
I took a deep breath
Suddenly with all this calmness and quietness.. A sense of peace downed on my soul and heart…
A voice inside telling me it’s ok to feel like this
Don’t fight it
Pain and searching are part of “to be”
Embrace it
Surrender to it… You will meet other lost souls who will comfort and support you in your journey… I take another deep breath
With smile this time… My phone rings!
I answer
Dad is shouting “where the hell have you been lets go all the family is leaving…”



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